Dr Paul Kalanithi

This truly stirring autobiography holds a delicate balance between power and vulnerability. Paul Kalanithi was an accomplished neurosurgeon who developed an extremely aggressive form of lung cancer. In his account, we are taken through a journey of milestones prior to his unforeseen diagnosis and right up to his final days. There are contrasting outlooks that shape his book as he shifts from working doctor to reluctant patient. Through his experience of deterioration and incapacity he confronts some common approaches to patients, particularly those on death's door.

Paul manages to provide meticulous insight into such delicate circumstances as he allows himself to become completely vulnerable. nevertheless, there is a sense of desperate urgency: he knew that time was running out. His voiced regrets and triumphs continue to unravel the struggles he faced in his career and in his marriage also.

Finally, the book briefly touches on faith amidst fear of the unknown and sensitively highlights how the two can complement each other rather than wreaking havoc like we might expect. His untampered message seems to encourage us not to lose sight of what truly matters. We so often become drowned in soaking up information or seeking the greatest accomplishments; yet ultimately life beyond academia is so much more precious. Although written primarily with his young wife and daughter in mind, this book communicates a heartfelt reminder to all.

Kirsten Bradshaw is a medical student in Aberdeen and NSC Representative for Scotland.